March 2012
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theres just so much to be depressed about really. this world is unbelievably vast and full of emotions and pain,. the only way anyone can be happy is by burying the facts, ignoring reality, and deciding to be blissfully ignorant. anyone with compassion could never be completely happy because there is just too much bad shit in this world. the immensity of the planet overwhelms me.
jaymariebee:
I wish I could take online classes so I won’t have to face everyone at school. I wish I could never have to leave my house.
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being popular on tumblr is like sitting at the cool table in the cafeteria of a mental hospital
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Anonymous asked: is virgin suicides scary?
“And yet a woman’s weight is seen by American culture as an outward manifestation...”
– Everybody, Every Body: the Media’s Erasure of Fat Girls (via wewantrevolutiongirlstylenow)
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t-h-i-r-t-y-t-w-o asked: This is going to sound so fucking creepy but I actually adore you.
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je--maigris asked: Can you please teach me to speak Russian? Omfg, I'm in love with that language.
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littlemistakes replied to your post: my aunt died of an eating disorder & it was…
I’m sorry for anon but if someone so close to you died of an ED you’d expect them to know more about the disorder… Using the kids in africa argument isn’t really helpful or relevant.
that’s exactly what i was thinking.
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xpeopleleave replied to your post: why can’t my overweight mother just invest in a…
you can do it babe, I know you’ll recover and love yourself. I love you so much and I support you no matter what!
but all i want is a treadmill
why can’t my overweight mother just invest in a damn treadmill already. i would be on that shit alll day no doubt. it would motivate me to eat more too.
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belov-ed replied to your post: Spending the majority of my day thinking about…
Takes time, took me 8 years to overcome counting calories and it was only 3 years ago when I finally allowed myself to eat “unhealthy” foods.. You’ll get there, just gotta be patient and challenge yourself at the same time. You are doing amazing so far, keep it up. Xoxo
you’re so kind and supportive!<3...
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g-a-u-n-t-l-y:
‘live love laugh’ has got to be the most overused and pointless phrase in mankind
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Anonymous asked: if you ever feel like making anymore videos, would you speak russian in it please? that would be pretty cool i guess?
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I wish I cared about other things rather than...
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Anonymous asked: my aunt died of an eating disorder & it was terrible. i dont think anyone deserves to go through that or choose that lifestyle for themselves. but heres the truth, you deserve to live a normal healthy life with your beautiful self. theres other things to turn to, to help you besides ed's. your living a negative life. you can eat & have food you just choose not to eat it. think about...
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dietandcigarettes:
the phrase ‘dying to be thin’ annoys me, idk its like you’re not dying just because you want to be thin, you’re dying because your mental illness makes you and kind of forces you to do dangerous shit that fucks up your body and your mental health. one of the mainly reasons why people die from eating disorders its actually suicide, not because they were trying s0 hard to be...
orshazm:
Must be nice to be really attractive and feel wanted.
Spending the majority of my day thinking about calories is just exhausting. I’m eating better now yes but my ed won’t let me have skittles, or dark chocolate. or pizza. subway sandwiches, in general all restaurants = NO NO NOT HEALTHY.
skittles has 160 or something calories per pouch. Even though I eat 1,300 cals a day now, I still can’t bring myself to incorporate just a...
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Anonymous asked: What do your parents think of you smoking?
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little--bambi--eyes asked: Did you like the Virgin Suicides better as a book or as a movie? :) just curious, not a lot of people I know have read/seen both and liked them (except me).
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je--maigris asked: Aw, baby. I also realized that I'm seriously wasting my time on this shit website. I can go out and do fun things with my friends instead of being on here and replying to messages and rebloging shit. When I'm older it won't be fun remembering these days as me sitting in front of a computer. It's fun to know that there's people who are similar to you, and it's nice to...
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Anonymous asked: What gave you the strength to recover (on your own)
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Anonymous asked: What are your favorite novels? Not necessarily novels about depression or self-harm, just in general.
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Anonymous asked: who do you like on the internet/tumblr?
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erinjanus replied to your post: You must be fucking stupid. All these people giving you wonderfull, delightfull comments and you push it away? If i was you i’ll feel a little happy about myself cause these complete strangers i’ve never meet calling me beautiful. Atleat take the damn compliment! One day people will stop saying how, thin, beautiful, pretty, delightfull and you’ll think “i must be...
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Anonymous asked: You live in Toronto? I live an hour away from you !! :)
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Anonymous asked: good luck with recovery, dove. my prayers and thoughts are with you, you can do it!
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Anonymous asked: You must be fucking stupid. All these people giving you wonderfull, delightfull comments and you push it away? If i was you i'll feel a little happy about myself cause these complete strangers i've never meet calling me beautiful. Atleat take the damn compliment! One day people will stop saying how, thin, beautiful, pretty, delightfull and you'll think "i must be the scum of...
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Anonymous asked: how many calories did you eat?
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skinny-hurts asked: me no wh0ree. i save sex for marriage ◕‿◕ faithful always :PPPPPPPP im really really good today cuz i just left school to go find a kitten and now im getting a kitten in a few weeksssss. sewww cute! how are youu?
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Anonymous asked: God I wish I knew you in real life.
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Anonymous asked: what is exercise bulimia and orthorexia
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Anonymous asked: Have you ever of would you ever met/meet someone from tunblr in real life
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Anonymous asked: whats felice fawn blog please? x
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Anonymous asked: you say you don't care about people on the internet then why are you so obsessed with felice fawn?
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Anonymous asked: do you think kayla looks healthy?